What's next...

What's next?
Good question
I don't know

Funny, that's the name of my blog
Used to have an answer to that question

What?
Sun rise at West?
I've lost my bearings
Sun set at East
Pretty sure I did loose them

Go to sleep, wake up
Sun still rises at West
What the fuck
Go to bed again
Sun rise somewhere in between
Doesn't make sense
Drink... doesn't do anything
Sleep daytime... doesn't work either
Do construction work at my friend's... I think of her
Go walk the dog... fuck, didn't bring a poo bag... even worst

What's going on...
Oh yah my bearings
Still don't understand
Compass like Jack Sparrow?

Sadness?
You're telling me that's the deal with a broken heart
Love sick.. no cure!
Well I guess I am sad
Have I cried?
Of course I did
Shit, I did cry, made a fool of myself
Rough? of course it's rough
Couldn't even ask for a coffee on the plane

Can't you see the freezer in my hand
That's all the pieces of my heart
Hopefully the doctors know what to do
They don't? What do you mean?
Well they don't
Fuck

What am I supposed to do?
Let time go by
Seriously funny... not joking?
Don't have time to waste
What do you mean get over it if you don't have time to waste
Don't want to get over it.
You're young... still have time
True... still doesn't mean I want to loose time

Sun still rises at West
Nonsense
Still don't know what to do

Get back on the road
Good idea

Find a boat to cross the Pacifc
Even better

Do crazy stuff
That's the spirit

Five W
Will see

Door still open
Absolutely
Fool
Yes
Life goes on
Apparently

What's next
Still don't know